Secret post! Exciting News!

Now I am sure my regular readers will have totally guessed by the title.
(Everyone knows I'm always broody!)

YES!!

You are RIGHT!

We found out last night (15th Oct). 

Well, we half knew on Sunday (13th Oct) after getting a very faint line on a cheap test. But, we didn't really believe it until we got a 'proper' test and got a dark (definately there, with no squinting) line!

It came as a total shock.

As, although we had planned to have baby number 5. We tried to conceive for a while but it didn't happen. It was causing us stress every month and Frankie was getting older so we both decided to call it quits and stick with our beautiful foursome.

Then, BANG, a few months later it happens with no trying at all :/

I actually have no idea where I am as I decided to go on the pill around 3 months ago. The pill has never agreed with me but I thought as we had decided to stop TTC I would give it another go. Right from taking the first one I had a constant headache. I took a second the next day and the headache grew worse.

 I flushed them that very day.

We had agreed to be careful. Obviously we weren't careful enough huh?!

The two pills I did take messed up my cycles massively. I have had two periods since coming off them and they were both longer and heavier than usual. On top of this my Iphone (with all my lady apps and cycle dates stored on it) broke. Goddammit!

So I really have no idea where I am. I am presuming it's very early days though, I think I am maybe 4 weeks-ish

The news is still sinking in, although I am over the moon. I am going to call the doctors after the weekend and book in with my midwife, then hopefully I will get a scan and find out what is going on in there :)